If bites inflict prophecy, tear my flesh with your teeth. If you see the future in my blood, wait first. Don’t tell me. I want to know the future but I also want it to be a surprise. Heaven or hell. Love in so many words. Or maybe war. Or just disease, hunger. Terrible, terrible hunger. The future keeps the owl’s head turning around the fragile axle of its small body, my hands from plumbing the canyons & rough scratch of your thighs. The urge to know is overwhelming. My eyes will rupture at the mere suggestion
of ecstasy. Tonight I will be good & silent. At sunrise I will sing I am open, I am open, I am free. But I won’t be. Not while you mesmerize me with your thick biceps & whatever words in whatever language you tattooed on them. I already know where this union is heading: the rain wetting my tongue, the earth dirty between my small, ugly toes. I want your body to tell me something I don’t know, a different future written on the skin, not inside the mouth of a deer resting its head against the hollow cough of a hunting rifle.
104 The Paris-American
Tory Adkisson was born in West Covina and grew up in the California High Desert. His poems have appeared widely in such journals as Third Coast, Linebreak, Quarterly West, Mid-American Review, Los Angeles Review, 32 Poems, Best New Poets 2012, and elsewhere. He holds an MFA in creative writing from The Ohio State University, and currently lives in the San Francisco Bay Area where he is at work on his first collection of poems.