It was so cold geese began to gather on my porch, their rumps pressed to the warmth seeping out. They defecated in congress, dreaming of Yucatan.
By morning, wind had frozen their curb of scat so solidly I couldn’t open the door.
I would not allow myself to die behind a door made of shit. That day, I left death in a basket to chew its stump. I allowed myself to think about coming years:
perhaps I’d tattoo the wrinkles of my handskin and see the Nile delta, or smoke a battery-powered cigarette. Maybe, as if to welcome my glance, a pheasant will fall apart into four equal parts in front of me.
A woman could move in smelling of salt and lavender. I could unravel heaven and earth and find at their core a fossilized goat in whose chest is lodged a single black bullet around which we spin.
184 The Paris-American
Andrew Grace's manuscript in progress is titled The Last Will and Testament of Said Gun.
Poemsfrom this
project have appeared in theNew Yorker, Missouri Review, Poetry
Daily, Shenandoah, Guernica, 32 Poemsand
are forthcoming in the Kenyon Review, New
England Reviewand Poet Lore. He is the
author of three previous books and teaches at Kenyon College.